Blue Banisters

I guess you could call it text book
이건 전형적인 이야기라고 부를 수도 있겠지
I was lookin' for the father I wanted back
난 아버지같이 내 뒤를 지켜줄 사람을 찾고 있었고
And I thought I found it in Brentwood
그걸 난 Brentwood에서 찾았다고 생각했어
It seemed only appropriate you’d easily have my back
넌 내 뒤를 든든히 지켜줄 것 같았거든

And then there was the issue of her
그리고 그녀와의 문제가 있었어
I didn’t even like myself, or love the life I had
난 내 자신도 내가 가진 삶도 사랑하지 않았지
And there you were with shining stars
그리고 그곳에 빛나는 별들처럼 네가 있었어
Standin' blue with open arms
푸른빛 속에 두 팔을 벌린 네가 있었어
You touched the detriment most of the friends I knew already had
넌 내가 알던 친구들 대부분이 겪었던 상처를 다시 떠올리게 했어

You’ve got a Thunderbird, my daddy had one, too
넌 썬더버드를 갖고 있고 우리 아빠도 하나 있었지
Let’s rewrite history, I’ll do this dance with you
역사를 다시 쓰자, 너와 함께 춤을 출래
You know I’m not that girl
넌 내가 그런 여자가 아니란 걸 알잖아
You know I’ll never be
절대 그럴 수 없다는 걸 알잖아
Maybe just the way we’re different could set me free
우리가 다르다는 게 날 자유롭게 할 수 있을지도 몰라

There we were, screamin', "Black Lives Matter"
그리고 우린 "흑인의 삶은 중요하다"고 외쳤지
In the crowd by the Old Man River
Old Man River 옆 군중 속에서
And I saw you saw who I am
그리고 난 네가 내가 누구인지 알았다는 걸 알았어
God, I wish I was with my father
신이시여, 전 아버지와 함께 있을 수 있길 바래요
He could see us in all our splendor
그 사람은 우리의 모든 화려함을 볼 수 있었을 테니까요
All the things I couldn’t want for him
그에게 원하지 않았던 모든 것들도
I screamed for them, oh-oh-oh
난 그들에게 소리쳤지
I scream for them, ah-ah
난 그들에게 외쳤어

Could we do this dance again?
우린 이 춤을 다시 출 수 있을까?
Do you think if I go blonde, we could get our old love back?
내가 다시 금발이 되면 우린 옛날의 사랑을 되찾을 수 있을까?
I guess this is really the end
이게 진짜 끝일까
I never felt jealous before this year, but I’m jealous now
난 작년까진 질투같은 거 해 본 적 없는데 지금은 질투가 나

People say we’re too much alike
사람들은 우리가 너무 닮았다고 말해
But maybe finally that’ll make it right in the end
근데 마침내 그게 모든 걸 바로잡을 지도 몰라
I’ve always seen the signs
난 항상 징조들을 봐왔어
Other men I met felt right
내가 만났던 다른 남자들은 전부 괜찮아 보였지만
But would smile at you and stick a knife
그들은 미소를 지은 채로 네 등에 칼을 꽃았지
In your back, finally I met you so I’m not wondering why
그러다 마침내 너를 만났고, 이제 더는 그 사람들이 왜 그랬는지 궁금하지 않아

You’ve got a Thunderbird, my daddy had one, too
넌 썬더버드를 갖고 있고 우리 아빠도 하나 있었지
Let’s rewrite history, I’ll do this dance with you
역사를 다시 쓰자, 너와 함께 춤을 출래
You know I’m not that girl
넌 내가 그런 여자가 아니란 걸 알잖아
You know I’ll never be
절대 그럴 수 없다는 걸 알잖아
Maybe just the way we’re different could set me free
우리가 다르다는 게 날 자유롭게 할 수 있을지도 몰라

There we were, screamin', "Black Lives Matter"
그리고 우린 "흑인의 삶은 중요하다"고 외쳤지
In the crowd by the Old Man River
Old Man River 옆 군중 속에서
And I saw you saw who I am
그리고 난 네가 내가 누구인지 알았다는 걸 알았어
God, I wish I was with my father
신이시여, 전 아버지와 함께 있을 수 있길 바래요
He could see us in all our splendor
그 사람은 우리의 모든 화려함을 볼 수 있었을 테니까요
All the things I couldn’t want for him
그에게 원하지 않았던 모든 것들도
I screamed for them, oh-oh-oh
난 그들에게 소리쳤지
I scream for them, ah-ah
난 그들에게 외쳤어

Old Man River keeps rollin'
Old Man River은 계속 흘러갈거야
With or without him
그가 있든 없든
Old Man River keeps rollin'
Old Man River은 계속 흘러가겠지
Without him, oh, my old man
나의 나이든 남자가 있든 없든
Old Man River keeps rollin', oh
Old Man River은 계속 흘러갈거야

There's a picture on the wall
그 사진이 벽에 걸려있네
Of me on a John Deere
존 디어에 타고 있는 내 사진이
Jenny handed me a beer
제니는 내게 맥주 한 병을 건네며 말했지
Said, "How the hell did you get there?"
"거긴 대체 어떻게 간거야?"
Oh, Oklahoma
오클라호마에
Mm-hm, hm

There were flowers that were dry
다 말라버린 꽃들이
Sittin' on the dresser
옷장 위에 놓여져있네
She asked me where they're from
제니는 내게 그 꽃은 또 어디서 났냐고 물었고 난 말했지
I said, "A place I don't remember"
"글쎄 어디였더라"
Oh, Oklahoma (Oh-oh)
오클라호마였나

Jenny jumped into the pool
제니는 풀장에 뛰어들었고
She was swimmin' with Nikki Lane
그녀는 니키와 함께 수영하며 말했어
She said, "Most men don't want a woman
"남자들은 대부분 그런 여자는 원하지 않더라
With a legacy, it's of age"
어린 나이에 성공한 여자들 말이야"
She said, "You can't be a muse and be happy, too
"누군가의 뮤즈이면서 행복하기까진 할 수 없는거야
You can't blacken the pages with Russian poetry
러시아의 시들로 페이지를 꽉 채우고도
And be happy"
행복할 수 없는 것처럼"
And that scared me
그게 날 두렵게 해
'Cause I met a man who
왜냐하면 내가 만난 남자는 있지

Said he'd come back every May
매년 5월에 돌아오겠다고 말했거든
Just to help me if I paint my banisters blue
우리 집 난간을 파랗게 칠하는 걸 도와주겠다며
Blue banisters, ooh
파란색 난간으로
Said he'd fix my weathervane
그는 내 풍향계도 고쳐주겠다 말했어
Give me children, take away my pain
내게 아이를 안겨주고, 아픔도 치유해주고 말했지
And paint my banisters blue
그리곤 내 난간을 파랗게 칠했어
My banisters blue
파란색 난간으로

There's a hole that's in my heart
내 마음엔 구멍이 뻥 뚫려있어
All my women try and heal
내 친구들이 낫게 해주려고 노력하지
They're doin' a good job
그들에게 너무 고마워
Convincin' me that it's not real
그건 진실이 아니라고 날 설득해줘
It's heat lightning, oh-oh-oh, oh
그저 스쳐지나가는 일 그 뿐이라고

'Cause there's a man that's in my past
내 과거의 존재하는 남자 때문이야
There's a man that's still right here
그 남자는 아직도 내 마음 속에 있지
He's real enough to touch
아직도 닿아있는 것만큼 생생한 그 사람
And in my darkest nights, he's shinin'
내 가장 어두운 밤에도 그는 빛이 나
Ooh-ooh-ooh

Jenny was smokin' by the pool
제니는 수영장 옆에서 담배를 피우고 있어
We were writin' with Nikki Lane
우리는 니키와 함께 가사를 쓰고 있었고 난 말했지
I said, "I'm scared of the Santa Clarita fires
"난 산타 클라리타의 산불이 무서워
I wish that it would rain"
비가 내리면 좋으련만"
I said, "The power of us three could bring absolutely anything
"우리 셋이 뭉치면 뭐든 다 해낼 수 있어
Except that one thing
딱 한 가지만 빼고
The diamonds, the rust, and the rain"
"다이아몬드와 녹슨 것들 그리고 비를 내리게 하는 것"
The thing that washes away the pain
고통을 다 씻어내리는 것
But that's okay, 'cause
그래도 괜찮아 왜냐면

Now when weather turns to May
이제 날씨가 5월의 봄처럼 따스히 바뀌면
All my sisters come to paint my banisters green
내 모든 자매들은 다함께 내 난간을 초록색으로 칠해줄테니
My blue banisters grey
내 파란색 난간은 회색으로 변했고
Tex and Mex are in the bay
텍스와 맥스는 해변에서 뛰놀고 있어
Chuckie's makin' birthday cake
처키는 생일 케이크를 만들고 있지
Chickens runnin', bare feet, there's a baby on the way
아이들은 맨발로 뛰어놀고 곧 새로운 아이가 이곳에 올거야
And now my blue banisters are green and grey, ah-ah
이제 내 파란색 난간은 초록색으로 또 회색으로 변해가

Summer comes, Winter goes
여름이 다가오고, 겨울은 지나가지
Spring I skip, God knows
봄은 그냥 넘겼어, 신은 다 아실테지
Summer comes, Winter goes
여름이 다가오고, 겨울은 지나가지
Spring I sleep, Heaven knows
봄엔 그냥 잠만 잤어, 천국에선 다 아실거야
Every time it turns to May
모든 시간이 5월처럼 변해가
All my sisters fly to me
내 모든 자매들은 내게로 날아와
To paint, paint
날 칠하기 위해, 칠하기 위해

My body is a map of L.A.
내 몸은 L.A.의 지도야
I stand straight like an angel with a halo
난 천사처럼 후광을 두르고 이곳에 바로 서있지
Hangin' out the Hilton Hotel window
힐튼 호텔의 창가에 매달려
Screamin', "Hey, you, baby, let's go"
소리쳤어, "헤이, 자기야, 가보자"

My chest, the Sierra Madre
내 가슴은, Sierra Madre야
My hips, every high and byway
내 엉덩이는, 모든 길과 길목이야
That you trace with your fingertips like a Toyota
네 손끝이 도요타처럼 따라가는 그 길들을 뜻하지
Run your hands over me like a Land Rover
Land Rover처럼 날 쓰다듬어봐

In Arcadia, Arcadia
아카디아에서
All roads that lead to you as integral to me as arteries
너에게 이르는 모든 길은 내 몸 속 동맥과 같아, 없어선 안 돼
That pump the blood that flows straight to the heart of me
내 심장으로 흐르는 피를 펌프질하는 그 혈관처럼, 없어선 안 돼
America, America
아메리카, 미국에 있는 집에서
I can't sleep at home tonight, send me a Hilton Hotel
오늘 밤은 더는 잠에 들 수 없어, 날 힐튼 호텔로 보내줘
Or a cross on the hill, I'm a lost little girl
언덕 위에 십자가라도 상관없어, 난 길을 잃은 소녀니까
Findin' my way to ya
너에게 가는 길을 찾을 뿐이야
Arcadia
아카디아에서

My body is a map of L.A.
내 몸은 L.A.의 지도야
And my heart is like paper, I hate ya
내 마음은 종이같아서 때로는 네가 미워
I'm not from the land of the palms, so I know I can't stay here
난 야자수 땅의 출신이 아니야, 그래서 여기 머물 수 없단 걸 알아
I'm not native
내가 여기서 나고 자란 게 아니니까

My curves, San Gabriel all day
내 곡선은 항상 San Gabriel과 닮아있지
My lips, like the fire licks the bay
내 입술은, 불이 해안을 핥는 것 같아
If you think that you know yourself, you can come over
네가 스스로를 알고 있다고 생각한다면, 이곳으로 올 수 있겠지
And lay your hands on me like you're a Land Rover
그리고 Land Rover처럼 내게 손을 얹어봐

In Arcadia, Arcadia
아카디아에서
All roads that lead to you as integral to me as arteries
너에게 이르는 모든 길은 내 몸 속 동맥과 같아, 없어선 안 돼
That pump the blood that flows straight to the heart of me
내 심장으로 흐르는 피를 펌프질하는 그 혈관처럼, 없어선 안 돼
America, America
아메리카, 미국에 있는 집에서
I can't sleep at home tonight, send me a Hilton Hotel
오늘 밤은 더는 잠에 들 수 없어, 날 힐튼 호텔로 보내줘
Or a cross on the hill, I'm a lost little girl
언덕 위에 십자가라도 상관없어, 난 길을 잃은 소녀니까
Findin' my way to ya
너에게 가는 길을 찾을 뿐이야
Arcadia
아카디아에서

They built me up 300 feet tall just to tear me down
그들은 나를 300피트(91M)까지 올려 세웠다가 끝내 무너뜨렸어
So I'm leavin' with nothing but laughter in this town
그래서 난 이 마을에서 웃음 외에는 그 무엇도 갖지 못한 채 떠났지
Arcadia
아카디아에서
Findin' my way to ya
너에게 가는 길을 찾고 있어
I'm leavin' them as I was, five foot eight
난 그들을 신경쓰지 않고, 172cm의 높이로[5] 이곳을 떠나
Western belt, plus the hate that they gave
서쪽으로 향하며, 그들이 내게 준 증오를 더해서
By the way, thanks for that
그나저나, 참 고맙기도 하지
On the way, I'll pray for ya
가는 길에 널 위해 기도할게
But you'll need a miracle
하지만 분명 기적이 필요할 거야
America
아메리카

Grenadine quarantine, I like you a lot
It's LA, "Hey" on Zoom, Target parking lot
And if this is the end, I want a boyfriend
Someone to eat ice cream with and watch television
Walk home from the mall with
'Cause what I really meant is when I'm being honest
I'm tired of this shit

'Cause my body is my temple, my heart is one, too
The only thing that still fits me is this black bathing suit
You don't know me any better than they do, baby
My time has run over, so the only time you'll ever see me
Is in your dreams in my black bathing suit
Looking at me looking over at you, real cute 'cause

He said I was bad, let me show you how bad girls do
'Cause no one does it better
He said I was bad, let me show you what bad girls do
'Cause no one does it better

Swisher Sweets, magazines, promise you it's not
'Cause of you that I'm mean, it's my afterthoughts
And what I never said, why there's a price on my head
It's nothing to do with them, it's my karmic lineage
So I'm not friends with my mother, while I still love my dad
Untraditional lover, can you handle that?

I guess I'm complicated, my life's sorta, too
I wish you could see to my soul through this black bathing suit
You don't know me any better than they do, baby
'Cause I sing like an angel, my heart's like one, too
The only thing that fits is this black bathing suit
Looking at me looking over at you, real cute 'cause

He said I was bad, let me show you how bad girls do
'Cause no one does it better
He said I was bad, let me show you what bad girls do
'Cause no one does it better
They said I was bad, and I showed ‘em what bad girls do

My black bathing suit (Oh well, let ‘em talk about me)
They're just yesterday's news (They're fucking broke and we're laughing about them)
Mail me when you get the blues (We'll have the last laugh about it)
By the way, thanks for the shoes

Their entrance really made stacks out of it
Their entrance really made stacks out of it
Their entrance really made stacks out of it

Your interest really made stacks that'll pay for me
So, thanks for that
Your interest really made stacks that'll pay for me
So, thanks for that
Your interest really made stacks that'll pay for me
So, thanks for that

Put your red boots on, baby, giddy up
Baby, won't you dance? Baby, gets away
Treat me nice, talk to me with that whiskey breath
Twirl me twice, I'll treat you like a holiday

And don't say you're over me
When we both know that you ain't
Don't say you're over me
Babe, it's already too late
Just do what you do best with me

Dance me all around the room
Spin me like a ballerina, super high
Dance me all around the moon
Light me up like the Fourth of July
Once, twice, three times the guy I
Ever thought I would meet, so
Don't say you're over me
When we both know that you lie

If you lie down, lie next to me
La-la, la-la la, la-la, la-lie
If you lie down, lie next to me
La-la, la-la la, la-la, la-lie
When you lie down, lie next to me

Get your jacket on, be a gentleman
Get into your truck and pick me up at eight
'Cause we were built for the long haul freight train
Burnt by fire without trial like a stowaway

And don't say you're over me
When they all know that you ain't
If you lay down, lie next to me

Dance me all around the room
Spin me like a ballerina, super high
Dance me all around the moon
Like, six times till I'm sick and I cry
Once, twice, three times the guy I
Ever thought I would meet, so
Don't say you're over me
When they all know that you're lying

If you lie down, lie next to me
La-la, la-la la, la-la, la-lie (You lie, you lie)
If you lie down, lie next to me
La-la, la-la la, la-la, la-lie (You lie, you lie)
When you lie down, lie next to me

Let's keep it simple, babe
간단하게 하자
Don't make it complicated
복잡하게 만들지 말고
Don't tell me to be glad when I'm sad
내가 슬퍼하고 있을 때 괜찮다고 말하지 말아줘
I really hate that
내가 정말 싫어하는 거야

I try not to be bad
나쁜 사람이 되지 않으려고 노력중이야
He's interested, he's holding me back
그가 날 지켜보고, 붙잡아주고 있지
If I could be more like you, I would
내가 너처럼 될 수 있다면, 그렇게 하겠어
But I can't, and I'm glad about that
하지만 할 수 없겠지, 그래도 괜찮아

What if someone had asked
만약 누군가가 말했다면 어땠을까
Picasso not to be sad?
피카소에게 슬퍼하지 말라고
Never known who he was or the man he'd become
그랬다면 그가 누군지 어떻게 됐을지 그 누구도 몰랐겠지
There would be no blue period
우울할 시기도 없었을 거야

Let me run with the wolves
늑대들과 함께 달릴래
Let me do what I do
내가 하고싶은 걸 하게 해줘
Let me show you how sadness can turn into happiness
슬픔이 어떻게 행복으로 바뀔 수 있는지 보여줄게
I can turn blue into something
이 우울함을 어떻게 바꿀 수 있는지 말야

Beautiful
아름답게
Beautiful
더 아름답게
Beautiful like you
너처럼 아름답게

Beautiful
아름답게
Beautiful
더 아름답게
Beautiful like you
너처럼 아름답게

Let's keep it simple, babe
간단하게 하자
We can't afford to change it
우리는 변하는 걸 감당할 수 없어
Don't turn me into something I'm not
나를 내가 아닌 다른 걸로 바꾸려 하지마
There's no way to sustain it
내가 아닌 모습으로 살아갈 자신따위 없으니

I try not to hold back
되돌아가지 않으려 노력중이야
It seems either way, it makes you mad
어느 쪽이든, 널 화나게 만드는 것 같네
So I'll be who I'll be
그러니 난 그냥 내가 될래
If you think that that's cool then I'll take you back
네가 지금의 나도 괜찮다고 생각할 때 그 때 널 다시 데리러갈게

What if someone had asked
만약 누군가가 말했다면 어땠을까
Picasso not to be sad?
피카소에게 슬퍼하지 말라고
Never known who he was or the man he'd become
그랬다면 그가 누군지 어떻게 됐을지 그 누구도 몰랐겠지
There would be no blue period
우울할 시기도 없었을 거야

Let me run with the wolves
늑대들과 함께 달릴래
Let me do what I do
내가 하고싶은 걸 하게 해줘
Let me show you how sadness can turn into happiness
슬픔이 어떻게 행복으로 바뀔 수 있는지 보여줄게
I can turn blue into something
이 우울함을 어떻게 바꿀 수 있는지 말야

Beautiful
아름답게
Beautiful
더 아름답게
Beautiful like you
너처럼 아름답게

Beautiful
아름답게
Beautiful
더 아름답게
Beautiful like you
너처럼 아름답게

Beautiful
아름답게
Beautiful
더 아름답게
Beautiful like you
너처럼 아름답게

Beautiful
아름답게
Beautiful
더 아름답게
Beautiful like you
너처럼 아름답게

There's something in the air
The girls are running 'round in summer dresses
With their masks off, and it makes me so happy
Larchmont Village smells like lilies of the valley
And the bookstore doors are opening
And it's finally happening

Ever since I fell out of love with you, I fell back in love with me
And, boy, does it feel sweet, like a summer breeze
Ever since I fell out of love with you, I fell back in love with the city
Like the Paramount sign sparkling, sparkling just for me

You made me trade my violets for roses
You tried to trade in my new truck for Rollses
Don't forget all of these things that you love are the same things I hate
The simple life, I chose this
You made me trade my violets for roses
You tried to take all the pink off my toes, and
God knows the only mistake that a man can make
Is tryna make a woman change and trade her violets for roses
Ah-la-ha, ah-ha
Trade her violets for roses
Ah-la-ha, ah-ha

There's something in the air
I hope it doesn't change, that it's for real
The beginning of something big happening
And by the mayor, the rallies in the streets have ceased
And still, the shadows haunt the avenue
The silence is deafening

Ever since I fell out of love with you, I fell back in love with the streets
And, God, does it feel sweet, like a summer breeze
Ever since I fell out of love with you I breakdance to the back beat
And, God, does it sound sweet, like it's playing just for me

You made me trade my violets for roses
You tried to trade in my new truck for Rollses
Don't forget all of these things that you love are the same things I hate
The simple life, I chose this
You made me trade my violets for roses
You tried to take all the pink off my toes, and
God knows the only mistake that a man can make Is trying to make a woman change and trade her violets for roses
Ah-la-ha, ah-ha
Trade her violets for roses
Ah-la-ha, ah-ha
Trade her violets for roses
(Ah-la-ha, ah-ha)

There's something in the air
The girls are running 'round in summer dresses
With their masks off, and it makes me so happy

Please don't try to find me through my dealer

I check it, I wreck it, I turn it around

I gave you all my money, gave you all my money
내 모든 돈을 줬어, 내 모든 돈을
Gave you all my money, gave you all my money
내 모든 돈을 줬어, 모든 돈을

I don't wanna live

Please don't try to find me through my dealer

I check it, I wreck it, and I'll explain

I gave you all my money, gave you all my money
내 모든 돈을 줬어, 내 모든 돈을
Gave you all my money, gave you all my money
내 모든 돈을 줬어, 모든 돈을

I don't wanna live

You roll like thunder when you come crashing in
Town ain't been the same since you left with all your friends
You roll like thunder when you come crashing in
Regattas in the wind, that's why you're visiting

You act like fucking Mr. Brightside when you're with all your friends
But I know what you're like when the party ends

Just do it
Just do it, don't wait
Just do it
Just do it, don't wait

You roll like thunder, pouring all your drinks
The party's lit and you, my friend, half-cut when it begins
You roll like thunder, you're tryna catch that wind
That lightning in the bottle, that moonbeam in your hand

And you try to see the bright side when each new day begins
But you're not satisfied at the rainbow's end

Just do it
Just do it, don't wait
I don't wanna wait
Just do it
Just do it, don't wait

'Cause if you're on fire, you're on fire
Let's keep burning, till late
Baby, keep me up late
Honey, if you're on fire, you're on fire
Let's keep burning, keep me up late
Stay up late

Just do it
Just do it, don't wait
If hello just means goodbye, then, honey, better walk away
Just do it
Just do it, don't wait
If hello just means goodbye, then, baby, better walk away
Just do it, just do it, don't wait
'Cause I don't wanna wait
Just do it, just do it, don't wait

(Just do it, just do it, don't wait)
If you're on fire, you're on fire (Just do it)
You should just keep burning (Just do it, don't wait)
(Just do it, just do it, don't wait)

Here's the deal
이렇게 하자
’Cause I know you wanna talk about it
너도 이 얘기를 하고싶다는 걸 이미 알고 있어
Here's the deal
이렇게 말할게
I promise you, like, a million tomorrows
너에게 약속할게, 마치 백만 개의 내일처럼
Here's the deal
내가 말하고 싶은 건
What I can promise is I’ll lie down
약속할 수 있는 건 단지 내가 여기 누워있을 거란 거야
Like a bed of wildflowers
마치 야생화로 덮인 침대처럼
And I'll always make the sheets
그리고 난 항상 널 위해 시트를 정리하겠지
Smell like gardenias wild at your feet
너의 발 밑에서 피어나는 정원처럼 향기가 나도록
And I nourish you hazily
그렇게 난 널 흐릿하게 사랑할 거야

Baby I, I, I, I've been runnin' on stardust
자기야 난 별가루 위에서 달리고 있어
Alone for so long
혼자서 오래도록 말이야
I wouldn't know what hot fire was
난 뜨거운 사랑이 뭔지 몰랐을 거야
Hot fire, hot weather, hot coffee
뜨거운 불, 더운 날씨, 따뜻한 커피
I'm better with you
너와 함께 있을 때 더 나아져
It's strange, but it's true, darling
이건 이상하지만, 전부 사실이야

Not to turn into a wildfire
산불처럼 타오르지 않을래
To light up your night
너의 밤을 밝혀주고 싶어
With only my smile and nothing that burns
내 미소만으로, 불타는 것이 없더라도
Baby, I'll be like a wildflower
난 야생화가 될 거야
I live on sheer willpower
순전히 내 의지로 살아갈 거야
I’ll do my best never to turn into something
절대로 다시 타오르지 않게 노력할 거야
That burns, burns, burns
다시는 타오르지 않게
Like the others, baby, burns, burns, burns
다른 사람들처럼 타버리지 않게

Here’s the deal
이렇게 말할게
'Cause I know you wanna talk about it
너도 이미 이 얘기를 하고 싶다는 걸 아니까
Here’s the deal
이렇게 하자
You say there's gaps to fill in, so here
네가 채워야 할 공백이 이곳에 있다고 말하니까
Here's the deal
내가 말하고 싶은 건
My father never stepped in when his wife would rage at me
우리 아빠는 자신의 부인이 나에게 화낼 때 한 순간도 나선 적 없다는 거야
So I ended up awkward, but sweet
그래서 난 어색한 사람이었지만 이젠 달콤함도 가진 사람이 됐어
Later than hospitals and still on my feet
치료받는 게 좀 늦었지만 여전히 난 내 두 발로 서있어
Comfortably numb, but with lithium came poetry
무감각은 편했지만 리튬 덕분에 시를 쓸 수 있게 됐지

And, baby, I, I've been running on star drip
그리고 난 별의 에너지로 겨우 살아왔어
IV's for so long
오래도록 IV[6]로 버텨가며 말이야
I wouldn’t know how cruel the world was
난 세상이 얼마나 잔혹한지 몰랐지
Hot fire, hot weather, hot coffee, I'm better
뜨거운 불, 더운 날씨, 따뜻한 커피, 그리고 나아진 나
So I turn but I learn (It from you, babe)
난 돌아서지만 이젠 알아 (전부 너가 알려준 거야)

Not to turn into a wildfire
산불처럼 타오르지 않을 거야
To light up your night
너의 밤을 밝혀줄 거야
With only my smile and nothing that hurts
오직 내 미소만으로, 아무것도 아프게 하지 않을래
Baby, I run like a wildflower
야생화처럼 달려갈게
I live on sheer willpower
순전히 내 의지대로 살아가며
I promise that nothing will burn you
아무것도 널 태우지 않을 거라고 약속할게
Nothing will burn, burn, burn, burn
아무것도 타오르지 않게
Like the others, baby, burns, burns, burns
다른 사람들처럼 타버리지 않게
Burn, burn, burn
불타지 않게
(Like the others, baby, like the others, baby, like the others, baby burns, burns, burns)
타오르지 않게
Like the others baby, burn, burn, burn
타버리지 않게

It's you from whom I learn, learn, learn
너 덕분에 알게 됐어
It's you from whom I learn, learn, learn
너로 인해 배웠어

Ooh-ooh-ooh
Ooh-ooh-ooh

What cruel world is this? Nectar of the Gods
신들의 꿀과 같은 이 세상은 왜 이렇게 잔혹한 걸까?
Heroin gold in my veins and you in my thoughts
내 혈관 속 헤로인은 반짝이고 넌 항상 내 머릿 속에 있어
I'm on the freeway, racing at a million
고속도로 위에 그 누구보다도 빠르게 달리는 나
And I just can’t stop
도저히 멈출 수가 없네
I call you up twice, hang up the phone
두 번씩이나 전화를 걸었어, 연결되지 않는 전화를 끊고
Call again, I wanna talk
또 다시 전화했지, 하고 싶은 말이 있기에

I get wild on you, baby
난 너한테 미쳐있어
I get wild and fuckin' crazy like you never knew, knew, knew
너한테 미친 사람마냥 빠져있어 너도 이럴 줄 몰랐겠지, 몰랐을 거야
I get wild on you, baby
나 아직 너를 사랑하고 있어
I get wild and fuckin' crazy like the color blue, ooh-ooh
난 미친 듯이 우울하지만 그럼에도 널 사랑하고 있어

What sweet world is this? Honey on the vine
어쩜 이렇게 세상은 달콤할 수 있는가, 마치 덩쿨 위 꿀같아
School kid dreams came true then passed in the night
아이들은 꿈을 이루고 그 꿈은 밤의 틈새로 지나가지
I used to dream about people like you, now I don’t know why
난 너같은 사람에 대한 꿈을 꾸곤 했는데, 글쎄 지금은 왜 그랬나 모르겠어
I used to sing about people like you, now I just get high
너같은 사람에 대한 노래를 하곤 했는데, 지금은 그냥 취하고 싶어

I get wild on you, baby
난 너한테 빠져있어
I get wild and fuckin' crazy like you never knew, knew, knew
너한테 미친 사람마냥 빠져있어 너도 이럴 줄 몰랐겠지, 몰랐을 거야
I get wild on you, baby
나 아직 너를 사랑하고 있어
I get wild and fuckin' crazy like the color blue, ooh-ooh
난 미친 듯이 우울하지만 그럼에도 널 사랑하고 있어

Ooh-ooh-ooh
Ooh-ooh-ooh
Ooh-ooh-ooh
Ooh-ooh-ooh
Ooh-ooh-ooh

I get wild on you, baby
난 너한테 빠져있어
I get wild and fuckin' crazy like you never knew, knew, knew
너한테 미친 사람마냥 빠져있어 너도 이럴 줄 몰랐겠지, 몰랐을 거야
I get wild on you, baby
나 아직 너를 사랑하고 있어
I get wild and fuckin' crazy like the color blue, ooh-ooh
난 미친 듯이 우울하지만 그럼에도 널 사랑하고 있어

Californ-I-A, homeland of the Gods
LA-캘리포니아, 그곳은 신들의 고향
Once I found my way but now I am lost
한때는 길을 찾았었는데 지금은 다시 잃고 말았어

Mm-mm-mm, oh-oh

Blackbirds will sing in the same key
As you play in the shoes that I bought you
And sweet baby Jane don't know a thing
'Bout my songs, but she knows I'm a monsoon

And, baby, you
All the things you do and the ways you move
Send me straight to Heaven
And, baby, you
What you never knew, what I never said
Is you're my living legend

Hipsters will sing just like a dream
In Sin-é or the back Brooklyn Bayou
But you never cared about my name
And, darlin', I never meant to defy you

But, baby, you
All them things you do and those ways you moved
Sent me straight to Heaven
And, baby, you
I never said to you
You really are my living legend

I got guns in the summertime
And horses, too
Guns in the summertime
And horses, too
I never meant to be bad or unwell
I was just livin' on the edge
Right between Heaven and Hell
And I'm tired of it

Ooh
All the things you do and the ways you move
Send me straight to Heaven
And, baby, you
What I never said to you
Is you really are my living legend

Wa, wa-wa-wa-wa-wa-wa-wa-wa-wa-wa
Wa-wa-wa-wa, wa-wa-wa-wa
Wa-wa, wa-wa-wa-wa-wa-wa
Wa-ooh

My living legend
My living legend
My living legend
My living legend

What you don't tell no one, you can tell me
Little ghost, tall, tan like milk and honey
You're very brave
And very free

I push you high, cherry blossom on your sycamore tree
What you don't tell no one, you can tell me

Swing it high like Jesus, wild and free
Dandelions in your hair, baby
You're very brave
And there's much to see

I push you high, cherry blossom on your sycamore tree
What you don't tell no one, you can tell me

And when you're scared, I'll be right here
You feel afraid, Mommy is there
It's a cruel, cruel world, but we don't care
'Cause what we've got, we've got to share

What you don't tell no one, you can tell me
Little ghost, blonde hair with lemonade tea
There's much to learn
And so much to see

I push you high, Angelina, on your sycamore tree
What you don't tell no one, you can tell me

Don't have to write me a letter
'Cause I'll always be right here
Closer to you than your next breath, my dear
We love every hair on your head
Love you like God loves you
And you say that you're scared
Might be unprepared, for having the baby blues

Baby blues, baby blues
If things ever go wrong
Just know this is your song
And we love you

You name your babe Lilac Heaven
After your iPhone 11
"Crypto forever!" screams your stupid boyfriend
Fuck you, Kevin

We love every freckle you have
We love you like God loves you
If you're ever stressed out
Just dance in the night
If you get those baby blues

Baby blues, baby blues
If things ever go wrong
Just know this is your song
And we love you

Pink slippers all on the floor and
Woven nets over the door
It's as close as we'll get
To the dream that they had
In the one-nine-sixties

And Jason is out in the lawn
And he powerwashes every time things go wrong
If you're stressed out just know
You can dance to your song
'Cause we got you

If you get the blues, baby blues
Just know this is your song
It live on and on
Way past me and you

If you get the blues, baby blues
You've got us if you choose
So there's nothing to lose
And we love you

So don't write me a letter
I'll always be right here
Closer to you than your next breath, my dear